I'm gonna bleed red white and blue

The last cigarette sits between my lips but I will not smoke it.

I have endless addictions;
Drinking.
Sex.
Cigarettes.

I have given up drinking and promiscuity, I should stop smoking but I really can't, not just a physical addiction. It's an emotional outlet, previously I used hardcore as that outlet then drinking and fucking but now that I work and I have all the stresses of an 'adult'. I need my release.

I won't get it taken away from me.

On the contrary, I am still disheartened with my life at the moment, I know I have it really great compared to most people. I have a car, a good job, an amazing girl and few friends.
Something just seems missing and empty.
So I write and I write and I write. The stuff you read here is only the stuff I deem suitable for the internet.

"I've got the blues, the blues got me"

Sunset

 I've become so jaded dealing with drama that I've written bitches off, even though I do find 'em attractive, I just don't wanna deal with their bullshit. I get more turned on by a bottle of scotch than a cute redhead; the booze won't stab me in the back.

I feel the darkness creeping in again.

Best to ignore it...

Take My Life Away

Love is passion, obsession. Something you can’t live without, there’s no sense living in a life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love no… You haven’t lived a life at all… But you have to try, because if you haven’t tried you haven’t lived

Scarlet Skyline

I fucking love you so much.
Don't you ever leave. Ever.

Defunct

That's it for me with this blog.

Defunct is me.
Thanks for people who read it. Probably one person.

You don't want me anymore
So I walked right out that door
I play the game right from the start
I trust you, you use me, now my life's all torn apart